Here's where I get to talk to you and share my feelings
I have late night ideas that I want to write down but I'm too lazy to even open my eyes. I'm glad I'm able to remember some of them. However, some of these ideas I get sound so amazing when I'm half asleep - like, I genuinely think, "damn, Tricia, you've really raised your own imaginary bar right now". But then I wake up and I'm like AGH and I scratch it right away. Like the genius idea of going on craigslist and finding the weirdest offers/jobs/requests and then doing them and writing a song/album about the experience. Great in theory, traumatizing in practice because who knows if I'll actually survive to write about it. SCRATCHED. And now I just got an idea that I might actually go through with cause creativity is what I go for most of the time. I'm excited about it, and if it works out or bombs, then HEY at least I'm trying to make things fun and expand my possibilities!